Hm, I'm in a very poetic mood, so the writing is just kind of flowing out of me.

It's been too long, since your arms strong,
Enshrouded me and kept me safe.
And when the night is lacking light, I wish back time which went to waste,
And in my mind, I fear the time,
When all I've left of you - erased.
But in my mind your love does shine,
With effervescing grace.

I've a confession, deepest thought,
Of which I must endear,
That when the night is lacking light,
You whisper in my ear.

Everything bores me right now, I just can't pull myself out of the horrific numb I feel. I can't even articulate it.
School is alright, although I was hoping to cut back on the procrastination, which isn't really working right now. Well, in maths anyway. We'll see how it goes though. I so wish that I could write something meaningful here, maybe next time.

I should have told you every day,
How amazing it felt, to feel that way.

A brief viewpoint.

Valentines Day is upon us! Well ... Tomorrow.
Anyway, Valentines Day.
As much as I love celebrations, and I assure you that I do, I can't really help but feel that Valentines Day, for us of the single assemblage it seems like a bit of a kick in the teeth, plus the horrific materialistic infestation that has poisoned our most beloved holidays.

I'm really looking forward to the new year, I just feel more settled, and I get to do an accelerated philosophy course with one of my best friends (:
I don't know why that's pertinent to anything, but I thought I'd put it out there.

NEW YEARS RESOLUTION;
- Do better at school.
- Focus more on eloquence.

BACKUP, SHOULD I FAIL THE ABOVE GOALS;
- Make better and more achievable New Year resolutions.



The song Endlessly, She Said, is really quite beautiful.
Jumping on the bandwagon that is posting lyrics to a favourite song on your blog, here are the lyrics:
Walked into our world and made
Horrible sounds.
I can still hear them today
(strangely they seem)
Beautiful now,
though they outlast my love.

Still each time I always meant,
Every word,
Every one.
Though in time they finally bent,
Every word,
Every one.

Every word.

"I will wait for you." She said,
Endlessly.
"I will wait for you." So spoke,
Misery.

I returned to you but found,
My empty home.
The radio told me to stay.
As it burned down
I sang alone.
You will outlast my love.

Still each time I always meant,
Every word,
Every one.
Though in time they finally bent,
Every word,
Every one.

Every word.

"I will wait for you." She said,
Endlessly.
"I will wait for you." So spoke,
Misery.

Oh.

I have been waiting for you,
Biting as you taught me to.
I have come to relieve you,
Of life and love.

I will wait for you.
I will wait for you.
I will wait for you.

I will wait.

I will wait.

"I will wait for you." She said,
Endlessly.
"I will wait for you." So spoke,
Misery.

"I will wait for you"
Wait for you,
Endlessly.

"I will wait for you."
So spoke.

So spoke,
Misery.

I will bite straight through.
As I wait for you
Dear,
Endlessly.

Hellooooo.

I'm happy, I hung with my friend all day, and man - it kicked ass.
I think I may have degraded his I.Q. significantly in a time span of twelve hours, and jokes about man-bags never get old.
"I'ma smack you with my man-bag."

Happy New Year.
Merry Christmas.
Have a good one everyone, (:

Have you ever noticed... ?

How beautiful everything is.

There's so much beauty, and it's everywhere. It's silent, it's oppressed, it's brooding and in most cases it has been tortured and asphyxiated almost to the point of demise, but it's still there, persevering on - which, when considered, heightens the allure.

When you really see something, in the right light, and your thoughts are on the right plane, it's indescribable. You're overcome with a foresight that you'll suddenly succumb to everything around you and your heart will burst into one thousand pieces, and you'll be intertwined everything, with all of that beauty. It's heart-wrenching, it's fulfilling, and most of all; it's overwhelming. With our generally apathetic culture today, it's so rare to experience something that leaves you speechless. Something that makes you feel. Something that no number of thesauruses or dictionaries could ever come close to describing aptly.
For a second, a minute, or an hour, you're blissfully unaware, and yet still as astute to everything as ever, just in a different way. It's like you're in tune with everything, you've transcended past human consciousness until you're just a part of everything, you're an object, you're a piece in a puzzle that's much larger than human comprehension. It's emotion at is rawest.

Well, here we are again. Holidays. Another year over. Another year of fun and fuck-ups. Another year of fighting with friends and family, love and hate. It's sad, and I must confess I do feel at a loss, but next year there will be more of all of these things; better, worse and exactly the goddamn same. Don't look back, take it as it comes, it's all you can do, it's all I can do, no point trying to change it, or worry. I realised that this year. Live, love, don't regret what you can't change and never forget those who love you, because in the end they're all you've got.
Happy Holidays everyone